no training necessary

Some days I feel like I have ADD. I want to do nothing at all, but make cards and watch TV and play with my dog and frolic down the dirty and drug-infested streets of Bradford.

Ok, that was a little too far...

But has anyone else ever felt that? I mean, I have no inspiration for anything, and I want to do stuff, but I just can't! I need to go relax and watch a movie or something. Maybe I'll go do that sometime.

I'm my own peer counsellor.

...and all the "deepness" of it all...

Look back.

Look ahead.

Look within.

Peace.

Did you know...?

Did you know that I am done my Driver's Ed classes? Did you know that I'm SICK AND TIRED of working? Did you know that I haven't seen anyone I categorize as friends since almost two months ago? (altogether in a group I mean). Did you know that for the past two days I've watched...seven or eight episodes of I Love Lucy? Did you know that I'm going to be so very organized for the first two months of school, and then lose my agenda, and then everything will fall apart?

I do.

~evk

That last part sounds like a marriage thingamajig. But it's not. I sound superly unintelligent today.

loneliness

I'm really very lonely. I just got back from camping, which was fun, don't get me wrong. But I get home and wake up at quarter to six in the morning for work...and it's dark outside and cold. Summer passed while I was on holiday. I think this happens to me every year...post-camping depression. I want to see everyone so much. I miss you all! It's so sad that I almost want to go back to school...but it's only because I want to see everyone. I'm not looking forward to two sciences, and two ILCs; Math and French at that! Ouch. Someone kick me.

missing you all,
~Elena <3
"alone....alone again..." ~Ben Folds "Prison Food"

no good title...for this

thank goodness for 25 degree weather, and mexicans who come out to help weed the roses.

just plain gross!

I hate weekends when I'm going home. The stupid highway is completely plugged up through the marsh...so there are cars stopped dead, and have nothing else to do but look at people like me who are innocently trying to bike home.

Arg.

So there's this car full of these guys...they must have been...19, 20...somewhere around there. They see me and start yelling "hey! Hey! HEY! LOOK AT US!" and honking their horn.

So I turn away. What girl would want to give them the satisfaction of looking at them! Ew. They keep hollering and finally i just glance at them and they say, "yeeeeahhhh she looooked at us! wooooo!" But I don't know how they knew because the road I bike home on goes beside the highway, but not like you step from the highway right onto my road i go home on. There's a little bit of a distance between them. Anyways, then the highway got started again and they were gone, thankfully.

Then a Jamaican drove past on a tractor and blew me a kiss. I waved at him. Then Suze drove past me and i put my bike in the back of her car and she took me home. The end. My rides home are pretty thrilling, except for the...biking...part.

I think I'll add some pictures onto this. Just randomness ones.

~evk<3

Sunsets and Sunstroke...two very very different things

I think I got sunstroke today. I feel very... out of it. Yesterday I went to Wasaga Beach with my mom and sister, and aunt, grandma, and two cousins. It was really hot and the water was like a hot tub but not...and there was a creepy guy who watched my sister and cousins playing in the sand. So we moved. It's sad to think that there's not too much trust left in the world. But this guy was honestly scary and all the talk about kidnapping and such creeps me out. We stayed to watch the sun go down and it was absolutely amazing. I'll try to put up some pictures but if I can't I'll try to put them up on my space...if it actually works, that is! It was great to see all of you on Wednesday...I had lots and lots and lots of fun! But I only took some really random pictures. If you want to see them, I'll try and put them up, too.

It's really strange how fiesta and siesta sound so alike, but are so different. I think I need a siesta.
~evk<3<3<3<3

Irony...gotta love it

So who had a huge storm today? I did...while I was at work. Hollay it was so loud and long and creepy, especially in the greenhouse. It was pouring and rain was leaking into the greenhouse and dripping all over my head. Yuck. But, while the huge storm was raging outside, guess what song was stuck in my head and wouldn't go away? "Beautiful Day" by U2. Can you see the irony? I thought it was kinda funny but I didn't laugh in the greenhouse because then my coworkers would think I was nuts.
Hope you're all having an awesome summer!

~evk<3

it is officially too hot outside

Do you ever have it during the school year when you think about summer? I did. Swimming in a nice pool, having people over, going camping, working with flowers, nice relaxing bike rides, and just sitting in the backyard doing nothing at all. I'd have nothing to think about...just how nice everything was. But then today...for some strange reason, I started thinking about ...Christmas! This always happens to me. I'm never happy with the season I'm in...I always want something else! Sledding, skating, pond hockey, hot chocolate, fires at night in the family room, christmas trees...sometimes I drive myself crazy, honestly! Does anyone else ever get these thoughts? arggg

~evk
p.s. this post was trés random! (haha french...that was there for you tara because i made this blog cause you told me to, but we already covered that in the last post...!)

hollllay...

wellll here it is! elena's blog! yay! this is a post that is so utterly pointless I think I'll end it right here. But trust me, things will get more interesting. It's just that I'm not in a mood to blog. I did, however, make this blog because Tara told me to, so it is dedicated to her! *sniff* ok end of fake emotional moment there.

~evk<3<3<3