Tuesday, August 15, 2006

loneliness

I'm really very lonely. I just got back from camping, which was fun, don't get me wrong. But I get home and wake up at quarter to six in the morning for work...and it's dark outside and cold. Summer passed while I was on holiday. I think this happens to me every year...post-camping depression. I want to see everyone so much. I miss you all! It's so sad that I almost want to go back to school...but it's only because I want to see everyone. I'm not looking forward to two sciences, and two ILCs; Math and French at that! Ouch. Someone kick me.

missing you all,
~Elena <3
"alone....alone again..." ~Ben Folds "Prison Food"

32 comments:

Anonymous said...

observation: you and kathleen seem to be on the same 'friends' theme. enjoy.
love
tj

Elena said...

what can i say? i have great friends! (insert mushy sob here)

Andy said...

you should start the ilc's now.

Elena said...

are you?

Anonymous said...

and the planning

Elena said...

planning for...

Anonymous said...

i'll let you figure that one out

Andy said...

yeah. i'm pretty much done unit 1, already.

kathleen said...

heh. i've been there... through those lonely spells. i miss you like tons too... we had plans to do so much more this summer. oh well, tis what happens in the summer when people live so far away and you can't drive, and most people have a job.

have fun with the ILC's! eck.

i'll talk to you sometime. love.

Elena said...

andy: are you doing a chemistry ilc?

kathleen: I KNOW! what happened to plans? Aaaand thank you SO VERY MUCH for the postcard! It made me smile. Maybe I'll call you and we'll catch up on our summer excursions. Maybe tonight...or Monday b/c I'm in Grand Rapids this weekend.

<3

Andy said...

yeah.

Elena said...

dang. I think I'm in for something rather...stressful?...this semester. I'm thinking seriously if trying out for the bball team is actually a good idea. at least no more piano lessons (finally!)

Andy said...

well, at least you have the time.

Elena said...

andy: why are you doing an ilc anyways?

kathleen said...

aww elena i don't want to see you stressed out again! you were _so_ stressed before.

dont worry, its just school. its just grade 11. try your best. and well, everything is going to be fine (my pre-prep non stress talk)

Anonymous said...

whats an ilc?

Elena said...

tarajoy: independent learning course. Aaaaaa I'm going to have to learn French and Math all BY MYSELF with nobody to talk to!!!

kathleen: aw thanks so much! I'll need all the help I can get...

Andy said...

ah, they're easy. it's not like burridge actually /taught/ anything last year, anyway.

Elena said...

true. i can't remember much of what we actually did...but maybe that's just my amnesia

Anonymous said...

oooooooo, im taking one of those..oo..ilc's too.

Anonymous said...

haha, ;) wow lanar, you're really up there on comments! amazerano!! (haha, remember that drill this year?..amazerano! lol;))

Elena said...

Tara, how could I forget???? Hey, and what ILC are you doing? And who are your teachers? And...I'm all out of questions.

~Comment Queen

Anonymous said...

haha. o man, i dont know what ill do next year for a partner. o hey!..hm..annnndyyyyyy (picture a puppy dog face.;)) you know...you play badminton..riiighttt?
im doing biology. yay.
miss helder.
mr. groen.
mr. robinson
peters.
(i figure the subjects are self explanatory...but ha, the time and..energy..hehe..i saved in not writing down the subject..im doubling here and now. ;) )
love
teej

Elena said...

you have art too??? what are you learning w/ Robinson? your bio ilc? I'm getting this nagging feeling that if we're in art together, that's the first class we'll ever be in together! Am I right? I don't know.

Andy said...

you've been in FRRREEENNCCHHH

Elena said...

oh shoot. ummm...stupidity moment there

Anonymous said...

way to go

Anonymous said...

aaaa amneeeeeesia

kathleen said...

talking to you on the phone was so much fun! can't wait to see you again!

Anonymous said...

haha. but other than french...yes lanar...first class.;)
love,
teej

Elena said...

yep, i kinda feel stupid about that now...it's amazing what two months can do to your brain

Andy said...

Seeee, the reason you have so many frickin comments is because you have no new posts.
Coincidentally, that's also the reason you forgot about French.
Who'd have figured?